my rp [or lack there of]

so my sister invited me to join her and her friends hp rp online i though yay! finnaly a place to be with losers just like me. but nooo i guess they dont want me to rp with them because 'we have a standard of writing she just doesnt meet' well i hate to say it but its bullshit. ive hella better in my writing ive accually enjoyed writing lately. now obviouly this blog is not a good example cause when i get frustrated or sad i write a bit sloppy but oh well not the point. i know i can write and relitively well god i write ten times better than any one in my school that should be enough they do have 3-7 on me and how am i suppost to get better if other people who are better than me never see my writing??? well it just dosent make sence to me at all.now i know my strangths and weaknesses. i am lisdexic so grammer and spelling arnt my thing (i has word it fixes that shit shhh) then im really good at writing people they accually seem real and they has feeling and correct reactions (drama has made this raw talent even better) but alass i cannot write places at all really i skimp on details untill the person really needs them i can see it perfictilly in my head but cannot for the life of me write it down and when i do i dont do it well so thats really the thing i want to work on the most i figure i saw this writing tip to get pictures of famouse places and just write exacctly what you see starting big then small then string it into a paragraph changing vocabulary as nessasary to make it sound better. so i thing thatll work for me seems verry systimatic i work well with systems and guidelines at first then i make my own well im sorry you spent time out of your day to read me complane about how im not liked and i cant write