so yeah

i dont really have much to talk about but my therapist (a friend from school) said that if blogging was working i should do it more often and if i didnt knoe if it was working then do it more often and well now i have more easly accessable internets well im gunna take her advise so yeah lifes goin okay ive started writing again and its goin pretty good im also looking for a good monologue cause im trying out for a school play not that it really matters cause well im not going to get a part and as much as i want one i dont think i can handel it my final in drama is coiming up soon its in like two weeks and i have to be ready for it ive got most of my lines down and when our teacher went over our parts and fixed every ones problems he barely had to speak to me so i guess thats a good thing and i am the lead role and i get to sit in the audence so the stage fright will be a bit less that usual i think ill be allright but who really knows and all my friends are coming and its funny as hell and i for the most part like the cast im with there are by far to many preps but there are always too many preps in any thing i happen to do in school so i had to get over that me and the super jock football player have a few issues but im taking the high road and am by far a better student and actor than him and well honestly i dont care how big and strong he is im smarter and could kick his ass if i had to but thats just my ego talking but for the most part im haveing a lot of fun and this post about me having nothing to say has turned in to a ramble about my drama class well thats life for you i guess sorry to waist your time with this nonsence